Posts from — May 2009

I actually started writing this yesterday, but the weather is the same today :/ so……

I’m having a “blah” day (not bad, just blaaaah).  Working (on a Sunday), it’s overcast in Orange County today, I’m exhausted from being out till 4 a.m. last night, wishing I was at the Gay Pride Parade in Long Beach or the flea market in Long Beach…either or.  There’s like 10 flies that are hovering around the front of our store and I have NO IDEA WHY, but I do want to KILL every single one of them.  Not very green of me.  Missing Suzanne like crazy…waaahhhhh (what a baby bitch I am).  We’re planning a camping trip towards the end of June with a bunch of our girlfriends!  I CAN’T wait.  Campfires, photos, fishing, photos, hot dogs, photos, beer, photos, lake swimming, photos, and wiiiiiiiiiiildlife.

Can’t wait <3

My turn to share (since we aren’t doing personal advice anymore).  I never really “talk” about my life…I just show you fun photos and what not, so I thought I would just type a few things out here and there.  Lord knows that I have A LOT to say! :/

I went on a date-ish last night.  Whatever, I don’t know what it was.  I’m practically a virgin to dating now since I haven’t actually been on one in for-EVEEEEEERRRR.  I think I know why now…I suck at it.  I’m like this nervous, sorta sweaty, word-vomit kind of person.  Soooo embarrassing.  It’s weird too cause I don’t really get nervous about most things.  Blah.  Needless to say, I dragged him all over the place (highly unattractive and not a normal evening for myself either), let him in on some of my personal drama (nothing most other women don’t have, so I’ve been told), and got pulled over only to receive a citation cause I have no front license plate (it was stolen).  Who am I?  And where is Suzanne to laugh at me and then make me feel better about all of this?

I feel like I’m 18 again or something…so kooked.

I guess I could have been worse, or so I’ve (also) been told.  Today.  By a guy friend.  Great.  Thanks.

Blaaaaaaaaaaah.

What a whinny little brat I’m being…sorry?  I guess I’m just letting you guys in on how normal I can be…sometimes, but not often.

Basically the night ended with me saying something along the lines of…”at least I’m not boring…?”…with this face :/

What a loser.

Haahahahaaaahaaa.

Then he text me with something witty and he ACTUALLY text me, so I guess I didn’t completely scare him…?

Anyhow, so now its Monday and most things are the same as yesterday.  Except for the glorious email, that woke me up this morning, from a far away friend that’s going to be in LA this week and wants to see me!  Sorry this is all so vague, but I have people from my personal life that read this and I’m pretty private about most things.  That sounds so dumb…its not even a secret.  Whatever.  Anyhow, this person has been on my mind a lot lately.  We kind of lost contact…not sure how, but sometimes life gets into the way of actually taking that one step further to track someone down…ya know?  Needless to say, I am excited to see this person and I KNOW it will be fun

I love surprises.  I love surprises like that one.  Really just any surprises!

What else?…

Well, I bought new shoes…nothing crazy (a couple pairs of Steve Maddens…see, nothing crazy), but I don’t really buy things for myself these days.  Between working for Treasury Dept. and just launching my line, I have more new clothes than my closet bar wants to hold….and its all basically free-ish.  Oh yeah, and did I mention I’m cheap…?  I’ve been thrifting/vintage shopping since I was very young.  I know what I can get and for what price.  I see things on the runway and I KNOW I can find them at my favorite vintage store…or at least something similar and then I alter it (or my sister, Brittney, alters it for me).  So, I guess, it has completely inhibited me from actually spending money on “brands”.  Shoes is another story…I’ll spend a pretty penny on shoes, but I also eff them up so fast (I’m extremely clumsy) that it’s a little hard for me to go nuts and spend $300 on a pair of shoes.  A cool $150 though, well, that ain’t no thang.  As for life right now,  everything is a “thang”.  I always tell people, “I have a really good friend that always needs to borrow money from me and I can never say no….and that friend happens to be my retail line”.  So, you see, things are tight these days.

BUT, I AM HAPPY.

VERY HAPPY.

Not the happiest…I’m afraid I don’t know what that feels like, just have an idea, but still pretty damn happy.

Ahhhhhh, I just got another message from a friend from NY that’s in town this week toooooooooo!  A great photographer friend, of whom I don’t know that well, but I need to know him better cause he is GREAT.

Yesssssssss, I love my life.

<3

xoxo,

BreannaLee

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